It seems like just yesterday, but it’s already been a year since I was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding my moms hand as she took her last breaths and went home to her Savior.
Just a few days before her passing, I’ll never forget using the doppler to let her hear baby meiss’ heartbeat and putting her hand on my belly as she was talking to baby. In those moments she said ‘Hi Baby, Grandma’s tired, but I love you with all my heart and soul!’
As much as I miss her and wish she was still here everyday to enjoy and love on Finnley Ann, I instead get to tell Finn how loved she is by her sweet grandma in heaven and how beautiful it will be when they meet one day.
Becoming a mama without my mom, has been a weird thing to navigate. It’s like I really didn’t even begin to grieve until Finnley was born. Thankfully, I’m able to find comfort and peace in the ways God continues to bless me with ‘God Nods’ that affirm me I’m on His radar and not forgotten. I also love that God can minister to me by simply revealing the beauty of my moms legacy.
She is forever in our hearts and never forgotten!
Just a few days before her passing, I’ll never forget using the doppler to let her hear baby meiss’ heartbeat and putting her hand on my belly as she was talking to baby. In those moments she said ‘Hi Baby, Grandma’s tired, but I love you with all my heart and soul!’
As much as I miss her and wish she was still here everyday to enjoy and love on Finnley Ann, I instead get to tell Finn how loved she is by her sweet grandma in heaven and how beautiful it will be when they meet one day.
Becoming a mama without my mom, has been a weird thing to navigate. It’s like I really didn’t even begin to grieve until Finnley was born. Thankfully, I’m able to find comfort and peace in the ways God continues to bless me with ‘God Nods’ that affirm me I’m on His radar and not forgotten. I also love that God can minister to me by simply revealing the beauty of my moms legacy.
She is forever in our hearts and never forgotten!
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